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Even tho I have been kicked into the dirt yet again by people that I have trusted to be true to their word and with my issues and telling them what I did need, when they just kept ignoring me knowing full well that I have ASKED FOR HELP and never getting it I'm the one cast out, I'm the one in the wrong. How many different ways or how many times do you have to ask/say it ? They knew from Day 1 when they met me that I needed help getting in with a therapist and that I needed help getting to get medical set up right and could have helped me, but no let's sleep all day and ignore not their own mental and health issues but that of the kids and I as well. 
How many times do you have to repeat yourself before you just stop asking cause it never gets done anyway ? People wonder why I have trust issues ... its cause of crap like this, tell me one thing and do something else.  

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