survival mode again...

Starting shit with my family, after the crap I went through with them because I left one abusive house with 1 Narcissist to a deep fryer with 2 🤦🏼‍♀️When will I learn? NO ONE EVER DOES WHAT THEY PROMISE.  Like my kids are always welcome there and when they go there to get some of their belongings and stuff they NEED for school you aren't there on purpose knowing full well the hastle it was to get them with the right bus stop and the bus change takes 48 hrs so my kids had to miss school today because of you... but that's OK we had a great day together even tho I had to miss my important intake for my mental health YET AGAIN because of you and your crap. Just wait you think busted pipes suck, karma is a bigger bitch than I am !and that my Dear you can take to the bank ! 

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