5/8/24

The emotional abuse of my last narcissist is what caused me to isolate myself cause I couldn't handle the constant hatred that I felt, so I went to an emotional safe haven cause of the love and guidance I've gotten in there  and with the emotional healing that I had to start doing to me that's was the only place that I felt vulnerable enough to let down every wall that I had and dig the deepest into my past to find out why I am the way I was. I dove in and wrote the first 3 chapters in my book in a week and the emotions that I finally allowed my self to feel, finally face and try and understand. I did it all alone, when I asked for help I was ignored so why bother to keep asking, they had someone else using them like a puppet anyway and cause I questioned what I was being told decided I wasn't gonna change and when I found someone that I could get ACTUAL help from, who I clicked with as a therapist, and that letter she gave me I showed my therapist and even she said this was written by a deep seeded narcissist!    explained