365 days ...

365 days since i dropped to a knee and asked you to marry me, you said yes... you were getting me to face my past and when I needed you the most you took off on me leaving your ring in the shower showing Mr just how much you cared for me and when I tried to swallow the feelings back that you opened up it was Christmas time and more came flooding back but by that time I already knew that you weren't gonna be there to help me through them and when I broke you kicked me and my kids into the street. I hope that one day when you face your problems someone treats you the same way ! Karma is a bigger Witch than I am Rebekah and it's coming for you! It's pouring today cause my ancestors feel mine and my kids pain today and they are trying to wash you out of our lives for good. 

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